So I got accepted to Symbiosis Institute of Media & Communication. I know I must be bursting with joy, and monkey dancing at having qualified for SIMC which is the fourth best college for media in India. But I'm not. When I saw the mail, I wasn't happy or thrilled. I was just normal. SIMC is a great place to pursue media. But I sit the best place for me? Or, the right one? Being clueless as to what to do in the future( which is actually in reference to my inability to decide on a proper career? and still reeling from Stephens blatant but totally expected rejection of my application, (I guess at some sub conscious level, I let my imagination get the better of me), SIMC didn't thrill me. Also I got the leftover seats, because it was selected in the second merit list. Not exactly something to be proud of. Also coupled with the fact that my perfect, 'extraordinary extracurricular' plans that I had in place to secure Harvard go out of the window when I move to Pune. ...
Just trying to make sense in a chaos. Trying to hold onto a moment for posterity.